AYU RESTILA

And the tears came out! As an blanket of night. Feels like this is the first time in years ago. It’s great let your soul fly away away away….

Who is it wrong? Me or the feeling. Rejection of hearth being honest is not letting your tears out, touch your cheeks and nose. Just let them collaborate with the inside war of though and endless complex of a moment.

Expressionist is a musician of life, with the flavor of surprise value in life, although not everyone i know have the feeling and understanding level as lower as your hearth where it belongs. Yeah, complex….

Love come as surprise, let it be there put them in your save box. Which only you who can open it. At this moment, when can i open that box?

I knew i lost the last one, still sneak to the old box once sometimes. But it just pain nothing else mater. What it mater now, will this new box become an old box?

Means that i give up? Again? I’m not good on this game, but at least i should win once!

The Expressionist would say, …….

I won’t give up!

Not that bad sometimes. Though i’m all alone in a coffee shop at sunday night trap by cats and dogs rain. What would be the best except to NOT thinking about you. Why oh why you’re there in my hearth as something that i cant have. Too drama? Yes, so?

:)

Life weapons!!

Work experienced, not many people could realized how important is this. If you graduated from college, the time will just facing really hard on your mind about how you can achieve career? Don’t you think is it better for you to prepare the weapons first before you go fighting on the fields? It’s very sureal for some people,vividly we are a person who wants to challenge ourselfes on the field that everyone wanted to success on.

Let’s sharpen your mind, set all the weapons you had, and get ready to fight for something you want to changed in your life.
Make it all better, make it alll worth it for your, and family. What’s better in this world than to see your parents smile and talking about how great you are,
How hard you’ve been to clawed on the mountain high to see opportunities to be happy, and success

The purpose is just, make your life meaningfull and worth to be alive! No waist moment, event while we’re resting we still have to make it meaningfull.

What leads you to the highway of life, is because sometimes everything wasn’t enough to say “to good to be true”. It was meant to be to put you in really hard place! And you’ll realize that this is the moment to remember what you like, what you really wanted to be! What am i saying is, count every minutes in your life, don’t waist everything once you lost it, you’ll friend with regret forthe rest of you life.

I was’nt enjoy hard time.

Allah swt. Just love me so much

Selalu saja ada tantangan yang mengasyikkan sebelum akhirnya luar biasa. Kali ini, mampu kah ayu bertahan hidup di jakarta dan bekerja sambil skripsi di antara 2 kota berbeda? Wow! Level tantangan dari Allah kali ini dahsyat sekaligus ‘naik kelas’ (sebelumnya) pisah dari echa fara karna gempa, survive lingkungan sekolah di medan, di tinggal married, di fitnah bertahun2 ampe skrg :) ‘lahan pahala sih’, survive magang di lingkungan ‘Gak gampang’, dan sekarang, level mantap! Allah maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang. InsyaALLAH dapet hadiah luar biasa nih klo ayu bisa menjalani tantangan yang satu ini. Anyhow. Bismillah, Allahumma yassir walla tu assir. InsyaAllah, ayu bisa, dengan ridho serta berkah Allah Swt dan doa mama papa yg kece dan super baik hati. There’s NO REASON to be fail! Because my middle name is SUCCESS!

Bismillah
P.s : hang on and relax. All is well.

I’m writing again, me back. It’s officially the begining of life who i suppose to not just about moving forward but giving up! The word giving up doesn’t mean I let bad things happen, it means that i care too much of something that isn’t mine and force it to be always around.

Humanity, things are changed Super fast, i don’t know yet is it good or not the issue about quality good or bad but surprisingly how can i handle it all. People come people leave, people let and people hold, people stand still and people run away and never ‘ever’ looked back.

If someone ask me those questions about what kind of people are you?

I’m a person who believe on all that, believe that leave and stand still is not a choice but the edge that hated us and squish us real hard so we have a choice to give up and grow up.

People fight! That’s the kind of person i am. Fight on this, fight on that, fight on something i want and something i avoid. People who always fight that this isn’t the end.

Writing this i feel in someone shoes right now, someone who should believe good things happen so fast, good thing always have their own miracle.

Hope she’s somewhere know i’m with her hearth tonight. I’m in her painfully unstable happiness. It’s
just another good good story!

You should keep going :) P

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Hei you,

I miss you,

ya, you!

ops,sorry not you.

but, you.

yes, you in 4 years ago!!

u might be confused, why i post this miserable field!

this space is used to be a soccer field, the place in our neighbourhood. the place where he used to play too. my only memory of you, 4 years ago.

you have no idea, what’s been going on between us! but, yes. all change!

Menjelang lebaran, arus mudik akan meningkat pesat, tentunya kita harus mempersiapkan rencana mudik dengan matang, agar bisa sampai dan kembali ke tujuan denga selamat.

Keselamatan menjadi isu yang hangat di bicarakan, terutama pemudik yang menggunakan roda dua, agar diharapkan mampu menjaga keselamatan penumpangnya, dan tidak lalai dalam mengendarai motor yang terbilang mungil untuk menklukan keganasan jalanan antar kota.

Hasil diskusi saya denga seorang teman di tempat magang, saya menemukan ide yang berasal dari fakta-fakta yang sudah  terjadi sebelumnya, dimana keselamatan berkendara di Indonesia masih terus dipertanyakan.

Sistem speed limit atau batas kecepatan hendaknya dicanangkan lebih vocal lagi di jalan-jalan besar antar kota, tol/highway, etc. langkah ini mungkin dapat membantu masyarakat pengendara yang keasyikan berkendara tanpa memperhitungkan batas kecepatan kendaraannya.

Belajar dari kecelakaan yang terjadi, seringkah anda mendengar saksi mata berkata”tiba-tiba mobil dengan kecepatan tinggi datang dari berlawanan ara”. memang tampak hanya pendapat semata, namun kecelakaan sudah terjadi, apa kita masih belum ingin percaya?

Batas kecepatan ini pula akan membantu keteraturan pengendara dalam memotong kendaraan didepannya yang kecepatannya bisa diperhitungkan, sehingga memotong jalan pun tidak beresiko tinggi.

Meniru ketertiban dari orang luar sih, kita bisa lebih tertib dengan sistem ini. mungkin sudah diterapkan dibeberapa titik di Indonesia, karena mungkin kurang sosialisasi dan implementasi dilapangan yang minim menjadkan aturan ini di abaikan, jika di abaikan kelak kita wajib bertindak tegas dengan pengendara yang melanggar batas kecepatan tersebut, dengan adanya speed detector polisi bisa mengukur kecepatan kendaraan. ide itu sudah lama diimplementasikan, bukan?

Nah, tulisan ini hanya menjadi reminder saya saja tentang ide yang saya punya. teknologi terus berkembang, bahkan mobil-mobil merek ternama saja sudah bisa mengajari kita kemana harus pergi, dan berhati-hati saat memarkir kendaraan anda dengan sistem navy, dan security passengernya.

Who knows? di masa depan nanti pun seluruh kendaraan di Indonesia bisa di implan dengan speed detector yang terhubung dengan satelit, dan melalui satelit dihubungkan dengan database di kepolisian yang mampu memberi sanksi seperti tilang dll, hanya semudah meng-klik plat kendaraan pada database, dan surat tilang langsung dikirim ke alamat si pengendara.

Praktis! ide di atas hanya sekedar ide. mungkin saja bermanfaat suatu saat kelak untuk mengurangi angka kecelakaan saat mudik, dan lain waktu.

- Ayu